khyla ft fish

FEELING LOW

2009-09-17T15:44:00.000-07:00

I'm still ONSUGAR-ing.

MY BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE.

2009-07-31T20:25:00.000-07:00

"I've never felt this content before. What a wonderful day it was that I never see it coming. Dudez, you made it."

BACK IN TIME

2009-07-29T21:08:00.000-07:00

I might move back to here again. Haha!
Sorry for the trouble, lovelies.

KNOCK YOU DOWN

2009-07-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

I'VE MOVED
www.khylabegs.onsugar.com

LET'S MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

2009-07-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

I have very little time right now but I just feel the urge to update. Since today was Monday, I started school late as our first lesson was cancel due to some pretext. I know my sweetloves did dragged themselves to school today and so I decided to bring my camera along. And I did capture some pictures and some of them got a little hyper while taking picture and I like the picture above eventhough I'm not in it. Haha.

Basically today was a mundane day. Thanks to the humid weather. As usual, we got our little laughing session, little jokes time and forever story telling from some of us especially Shima. Haha. Hopefully tomorrow is a better for all of us. I might bring my camera along, again(:

Anyway, I got something up my sleeve this weekend. I really hope my plan would be succesful. I can't wait to tell my friends about it. I can't wait to see your lovely smile on your face, miss beautiful. Hopefully we could make you remember it. A great one, no promises(:

JUST BLOW ME A KISS.

2009-07-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

It's just so great having the one you love and need the most to be by your side the whole day. A day which was filled with love and TLC. Every word makes a difference, every word seems to rhymes, every minute seems to be ticking worthily. Not aware what a beautiful day it was today till it was the very last seconds to end the day. Got yourself sitting on the couch reminiscing how the day went with a smile on your face. A day with full of affection, emotion, passion, tenderness. All day talking about an issue to another that makes you laugh boisterously. Just a feeling of being appreciated by someone.
Just like today; I've never felt this contented. Thank you(:

Sometimes, you just have to go with the flow and without knowing you just did something good and worth it. Believe, is was never too late to feel happy and contented.

I think I will start smiling when I tucked to bed later.

LOSE MY BREATH.

2009-07-09T23:01:00.000-07:00

School has finally start last Monday after the long five weeks holidays. School has been good, new project, new teacher, new assignments. I got to say this semester module make me very excited. Anw, this semester timetable sucks alot. I don't know whats the purpose of them giving us break after an hour of lesson and also before an last lesson. It's just wasting our time. We could actually finish our day at least an hour early. Pfftz. Even all my friends keep talking about it.

Before heading to school today I went to ICA building to take my new passport(: After that I really drag myself to school. School actually starts at one. It's just too late for me before, this would be the time that I would be heading home. Whats more I was late for class like half an hour. I was rather lucky that my lecturer wasn't in the class.

I guess I got nothing much to say. Bye!

EVEN THE CYBER WORLD IS TELLING ME SO.

2009-07-03T20:05:00.000-07:00

What Kind Of Boyfriend Do You Have?

Your Result: Perfect.

Your Boyfriend Is Perfect, He Is Always There When You Need Him, And He Always Knows What You Need And When You Need It, And You Should Never Let Him Go.

SUNSHINE.

2009-07-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

Finally, my wish came true. My dearest BB is out already. I was seriously suffering for the last three weeks. How exaggerating. Haha! I couldn't express how happy was I just now. But, I'm feeling lethargic now. We went to alot of places and the journey make me tired. But then, all of them was very kecoh even though I was quiet most of time but I did enjoy by laughing with them all. BB, I love you (:

My family is very happy for BB. Now, Mummy and Little Sister can't wait to meet BB as well. Anyway, I'm gonna renew my passport tomorrow as I'll be going for a trip to jb with school soon. I can't wait for that and I wanna enjoy with my friends there. I'm so looking forward for it. Hopefully, they won't postponed again. BBye!

His happiness, My happiness (:

THE FEAR IS GROWING.

2009-06-29T20:10:00.000-07:00

I received a call from BB's Mum in the morning. She announced a good news on the phone that really brighten up my day. And now every each of us is impatiently waiting for the day to come (:

Last Saturday, I took the first bus with Mummy and Aunty to KL. Surprisingly, I only slept for an hour throughout the five hours journey. I got New Moon to accompany me throughout the last four hours journey with that I've already covered 1/4 of the book. The purpose of Mummy and I heading to KL was to accompany Aunty to buy her goods. Oh well it was KL mind you, I just had to shop a little. We stayed there for a night in the hotel and to add on we went to a Pakistani Restaurant to have our dinner and breakfast. It was simply delicious. We did also head down to the town area at night and it was so crowded with teenagers. The bottom line is the trip was a good one.

It's freaking cold now. Till next time [:

I HAVE A TEMPER.

2009-06-26T17:44:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling plain lazy at this moment. Whats more, I always have difficulties in sleep during the day. I hereby announced that I've finished reading The Chalet Girl. Now I can't wait to start another book that I've bought last wednesday at popular.

I had a great time with yana yesterday. We went arcade and surprisingly she told something that really amused but I somehow understands her. Come on, who doesn't miss her own brother? We had macdees for lunch which we packed home since both of us were feeling lethargic due to the long journey. I really hate the way she tell mama about this 'daughter in law'. Haha! I got to say she's sure an obedient kid now.

I received several text message from friends and that actually brighten up my day (:

The agony is penetrating deep down

JUST ANOTHER UNLUCKY DAY.

2009-06-25T15:36:00.000-07:00

If only I could share this with you
Oh well, I'm satisfied with my result (:

EVERY MINUTE COUNTS.

2009-06-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling terribly weak at this moment as I didn't sleep the whole night. When I was heading to bed my mind start thinking nonsense (ghost). That really couldn't put me into a deep sleep. After awhile I managed to sleep but I never fail to wake up every hour and it really irritates me. I was even tired of waking up. I was only in a deep sleep at 4 in the morning and by 5.30 my phone would start vibrating as in a wake up call from mummy. I really hope I won't encounter this again tonight. Oh, please.

Today I reached Queenstown early and had breakfast with mama and rainy. I was kind of delighted when I saw rainy infront of mama with the thought of I got someone to accompany my way home later. This guy is the number two of his brother. His jokes was ultimately funny. As what I guess rainy would be having his soccer fitness in school. The advantage of that is I got him to accompany till my station. Infact, we drop at the same station as he also thought of accompanying me. Anyway, I've just finished webcam-ing with yana. She was telling so much stories and insist of meeting me this friday but sadly I'm not free on that day. And mama was there too. Mama actually claim she looked fat. Haha.

Don't worry much alright. We are all praying for you and tried every single ways to make things good for you. We did our part and so should you. But, no matter whatever we do it all depends to the one above.

Results are coming out tomorrow. I'm nervous.

I miss you like how you miss me.

AT THE END OF THE DAY, IT'S ALL BACK TO SQUARE ONE.

2009-06-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

During the weekends, I head to town with my two lovelies. Mother and Babe. We had great fun. Laughing,Shopping and many more. I guess I just had a little taste of GSS. We was suppose to go henderson wave that night unfortunately eva was behaving like a pig. Haha! We watched Ghost of Girlfriend Past and the movie was simply hilarious and romantic. The three of us had fun. At that night I slept with mother and it was very comfortable. Best!

The next day which was on Sunday. Mother and I head to Marina Sq to watch I Love You, Man. The movie was a little bit draggy but overall it was ok. We did little shopping and bought present for dad. And oh! We had pizza for lunch. It was delicious! My legs hurts due to the walking in town and at Marina Sq. And now, mother keep bringing up the issue why I don't get fat. Haha!

I'm so happy now because I'm meeting my BB tomorrow (:

Good night, sweethearts.

JUMPING FOR JOY.

2009-06-16T14:51:00.000-07:00

I've meet the one. And he seems to really regret what he did and he really wish to start a new life. Whats more, he even start praying inside as someone inside there could teach him. I'm a jubilant girl for a moment. He was complaining much about inside situation and the water there and whatsnot. Claimed to have drawn our names on the wall and thinking of us every single day. Hah. Isn't that great to know he's still thinking of us. He's still good and strong, thanks to mama and mother motivational words. Other than that, he was making jokes about an issues to another issue. He added that his a little bored, other than that I guess he is doing good inside. A little crying session between mother and son. ):

Being strong, I didn't cry. Instead I told him to be strong. We didn't had a really good eye contact. Maybe he was embarrassed. Whatever it is, everything great and whats more his teachers have put good words for him. I hope everything would be fine. And now, he persistently wanna study. (:

Meet you this coming thursday, babyboy. Going hospital tommorow.

HELP ME BRIGHTEN UP MY NIGHT WITH STARS.

2009-06-14T00:48:00.000-07:00

Looking on the bright side today, mother and the rest when to orchard for Robinson last day sale. Mother actually drag me there. We just bought some personal stuffs and when home after that. I wasn't in the mood to shop either and whats more orchard is so crowded. This really got my head spinning. Anyway, just to make sure I don't get myself bored at home I bought Cleo and Seventeen magazines to accompany me. I seriously thought this magazines could help out at least for a week but sadly to say I've finish reading one. Haha.

Anyway, toilets renovation gonna starts tomorrow and mother can't wait to see the results. This friday little sis might going for a sleepover at uncle's house and mother has plan a lot during the weekends just for both of us. And further more, dad will be going melaka for some reasons. So we mother and daughter can enjoy the weekends together. We might even thought of going for a midnight movie. Very kecoh lorhs. Or maybe some little shopping. Hopefully by this weekends I would feel much better.

All these days I kept thinking about it and I realise there's nothing I could do but to pray to the one above. There's no use crying over this issue continuously. I'm trying to be myself and be as happy as I could. I know you won't wanna see me like this. What's more after this thing my appetite is totally gone. I can even eat nothing the whole day and claimed I'm full. Mother even wanted to buy for me some kinds of vitamins to boost my energy and appetite.

Looking on the bright side, I'll be able to meet you this coming tuesday. I'm more than happy about it. I really miss you bb. I really really do.

Someone claimed that I'm emotional stress. I'm gonna prove you wrong ok.

A MELANCHOLY MOOD.

2009-06-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

I'm missing you badly. I feel like crying again.

I seriously can't wait for tuesday.

(ok, im tearing again.)

LOVE, HOLD ON.

2009-06-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

Mr Romantic will be heading to court tomorrow and I really wish to be there for him. Everyone who knows him is giving their best wishes to him and so did mother. Mother even gave a peck on his cheeks and wish atb. I was little bit delighted that mother showed concern to Mr Romantic. He'll need to be there at 0900 hours. Anw, I'm just curious since he has change so much why must they open up his case again when everything was actually settled. He's just not the raimy that everyone knows a few years back then. Seriously he changed so much, so so much.

I'm being pessimistic, like so much. Bt still I hope the sentenced will be as light as it can be. Let's be honest ok Mr Romantic. I teared. After you hop on the bus I started tearing continuously till I was home and even when I was waving at you. I'm not being dramatic here, its true. I truly don't wish to say anymore or I'll start tearing all over again. All I hope is everything will be fine and of course I'm praying hard here even though I'm having my never ending stomach cramps. Ok sidetrack. I'll pray hard, really hard ok.

U, no matter what happens nothing gonna change ok. And I really meant nothing. I'll still love you and miss you. And you'll forever be my best boyfriend and anything you regard me as.
I love you, I really do. )':

"Can you like come out from the webcam and hug me tightly again?"

PASSION OF A PHOTOGRAPHER

2009-06-08T23:52:00.000-07:00

If this were to end, I believe all this years we did make this r'ship worthwhile and beautiful every single day of our lives. Let's reminisce together this love story.

I love you, BB.

HANG ON DOWN THERE

2009-06-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

stop breaking down

hold on your tears

instead pray hard

Everything will be ok. inshallah

SO MUCH OF CENTRE ATTRACTION.

2009-06-06T20:42:00.000-07:00

I had a great time with the babe just now. From ps to the cathay to see the s'pore idols long queue and we even saw so many familiar faces there that we had to quickly walk to avoid them Haha! Kecoh babe. And then head down to habourfront just to chill. We chitchat, gossip like always and talk about alot of things since it has been along time since we really sit down together and talk. Jyeah.

Without knowing it's alr a half year right?

WAS LONG GONE.

2009-06-05T10:24:00.000-07:00

BACK SOON! (=

KHYLA TURNS A YEAR OLDER.

2009-05-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

I had fantabulous time with fam today. Mum was full of surprise. This was just a small one yet sweet and nice. Mum actually bought for me a pooh cake and it's chocolate inside. Mum did also ordered pizza and I even got gifts! Mum bought for me a canon digital camera and a perfume I always wanted. The perfume only come once awhile in summer you know(: Little sister gave a winnie the pooh mug to replace the broken on. And oh, babe gave me something so nice. Seriously, I really like her gift. I believe it was all made by herself. It was sucha nice present I ever got from her. Ok, thats all. Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Yesterday I went swimming with BB. Today the whole day he keep pestering me to upload the swimming pictures. So impatient one! Ok, I had fun with you too ok. And thanks for wishing me through the phone yesterday. You was the only one who wish me through the fhone. BB remember our "smelly sign" ok. And oh oh! I know how to DIVE ok (=

I would like to thanks those who wished through messages,facebook and whatsnot. Ok! Just so you know, I've studied nothing for exam tmr. I'm totally dead!

I'm feeling so emotional,right now.

SO MUCH OF DRAMA.

2009-05-30T11:11:00.000-07:00

Who are you, really?
Your Result: Philosopher

You constantly analyze the deeper meaning of all that occurs in your life. You are on a never-ending journey to find your purpose in life. You are able to see through the surface of situations and the facades that people often carry. You are observant and non-judgmental. Your creative and thoughtful mind enhances your chosen and natural talents. You feel deeply and passionately about everything that you do. Your life is about the pursuit of knowledge, understanding, and answers. You have a great depth to your heart and mind that some may find intimidating and others will be drawn to.

LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING.

2009-05-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

I went out with friends today to celebrate my advance birthday as some can't make it on saturday and it is super fun. We were laughing like nobody business at Mac in tampines mall. One after another joke. And this time it was non-stop, there's always someone is doing/making something silly and made all of us laughed non-stop. All right, I've yet to say thank you to all my friends for the short outing yet a memorable one. And our never ending laughing session. It's all great I tell ya. And of course I had super fun with all of you.

Just so you know, I was kinda of pissed off in the morning because I got my result for my OSA mock test and it was terrible. It was sucha dissapointment. I didn't thought I could an "C" for any subject. I just don't understand I was very good in computer work in secondary school but now everything seems to change. And now, I'll sure make good use of my last week of revision. I actually left my revision paper in my locker, HAHA! Ok, I'll do them tomorrow.

Thank you my mak neneks/daughter; Cons, Faizah, Syimah, Murni, Siti (=

BB, I love your eight figure doing ok. Haha! Super adorable.

LOVE COMFORT IS LIKE SUNSHINE AFTER RAIN.

2009-05-25T22:57:00.000-07:00

Alright, my weekends was well spent with BB. We went to AMK Hub to watch NATM2. The movie was simply hilarious I tell you. It was worth watching. And I really enjoy myself with BB the whole day. Eventhough I got scolded. And oh, we even wore white together. Haha! BB was laughing continuously. Pretty cute you know. And I believe he enjoy himself yesterday. After that we went for a little window shop and after awhile BB send me to grandma house. We took a big round just to reach there. You should know better BB. Alright, I hope you enjoy yourself yesterday ok. I love you!

Speaking of school, I had a baseball game with my clan just now under the scorching sun. And sucha embarrassment I actually miss all the three chances during batting. Haha! And seriously, now days the weather is not giving me any mercy. Whenever I reach the bustop all I knew was I'm already sweating and whoever is with me will here me complaining of hotness.

Alright, it's set that I'll be having a four hours free period tomorrow in school which is equal to mundane. I've started to read my new book. The story is a bit boring to me but I'll sure read them when I'm free. I seriously need to study for exams. Its just a few days away. And I can't wait, my birthday is coming. Mother where my new toy? Heh.

the truth is bitter

IT WAS WRITTEN AFTER ALL.

2009-05-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

I had an admirable, amazing, enjoying, wonderful, fabulous, astonishing and superb time with my girls yesterday. Let the videos do the talking ok. For more videos please dont hesistate to go to cons blog. OMG! I love you girls so much larh! Haha!

Ok, bye!

ITS JUST LIKE LOVE.

2009-05-17T00:20:00.000-07:00

Oh my god! The air conditioner is freaking cold. Hey today my little babygirl come to stay with me and she's now sound asleep on my bed and she's just next to me. She look more adorable when she sleeps. I was really surprise when she insisted on sleeping over here. She's a person that can't sleep without her mother. She's very close to her mother and she's a very pampered child. Headache! Haha. Serious talking, I can't wait to get onto the bed and hug tightly her and sleep. I really wish I could but some reasons just don't make wanna fall asleep.

Monday - BPF Test
Wednesday - CRN Mock Test

Thursday - OFC Mock Exam

Friday - OSA Mock Test

This things all is making sick and crazy. Thanks to the exam coming up in june. The two subject that make me stress is OFC and OSA. We aren't confirm whether excel/access or report/minutes of mtg will appear on the exam paper. Pfftz! So we just have to study all of them. To make it worst I can't seems to catch up with my lecturer's teaching. But I like minutes of mtg and excel! Others are difficult and complicated. I thought of studying after this. I guess I'll be burning the midnight oil. Sigh.

BB, here yours. I had a splendid time with you last two days. Just so you know, I kept thinking about it the whole night. It was just perfect. I just don't know how to express my feelings. But whatever you felt, I felt too(: Deep down, I'm surprise we can make it till now and may we go on. I love you!

YOUR PHYSICAL REACTION.

2009-05-13T20:25:00.000-07:00

I went for my appointment today. It just took me around 10 minutes and it was all done. I went to paragon with mother and shop a little bit and then I got hungry and I was craving for swensens. Mother was in a good mood today. She spend her money on me today as she know I was moody and only shopping makes me happy. Haha. And I actually don't know why I'm moody today. Mother thought I quarrelled with someone. Neahs, I didn't. I had chocolate crunch for dessert. The ice cream was very delicious. I finished up the ice cream all by myself. Heh.

Ok, the video above was taken by cons yesterday showing faizah face eating the sour fruit and some funny things about us in class. I was really busy copying but these girl made me laugh and happy. Love you girls.(=

Goodbye Lovelies!

I JUST HAPPEN TO THINK BACK AND SMILED.

2009-05-12T20:32:00.000-07:00

School was totally awesome today. I had a laughing sessions with them all. There's always something that make us burst out laughing. Haha! There was a part that I couldn't control my "silent mode" laugh and embarrassed myself inside the elevator laughing. Seriously, I couldn't hold on to it till the elevator door was open at the fourth storey. We had an another video taken of a friend of mine eating a sour fruit. You should see her face its bladdy funny, right cons?

Oh! I bought two books from popular last weekends. I just had the urged to read books. And since I got the popular voucher so I thought of getting something useful for myself;books. I totally indulge myself into the book titled "Hex and the single girl". It was so funny and interesting story that can't stop me from reading. I'm so anxious to know whats next? Haha! I even bring the book to school as there could be a chance that I have a free period(= Yesterday, I was on my way to HM and I was in bus 87. When I sat down I start taking out my book to read it. I was so engrossed to it that I didn't realise that I'm already at the spot where I wanna drop. Haha! And I just bought the book last weekend and now I've covered half of the book. That is so not like me. I used to hate reading story books!

I'll be heading to orchard after school for my appointment tomorrow. I'm still thinking whether I need mother's accompany or not. As ya know, I'd loved to walk around orchard alone. While eating those delicious donuts. I'm fickle minded. Pfftz!

I just couldn't say what I wished to say to you. Like WHY?

THE MOST SPECIAL ONE.

2009-05-10T13:44:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU MOTHER!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Happy Mother’s Day to my dear Mum,
Author of my personality:
Pleased, I hope, with what you read in me;
Pleased, I hope, with episodes to come.
Yet now I, too, would get some pleasure from
Making you the book in which I see,
Of all the players in my family,
The central character, whom I would plumb.
How beautiful to move in that direction!
Each to each a separate source of pleasure,
Reading in the other’s happiness,
‘Mid much description, underlying love.
So would we deepen the connection,
Discovering new passages to treasure
As we follow time towards tenderness,
Yearning for what years unread will prove.

A FEELING OF SATISFACTION.

2009-05-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

I went to watch Jangan Tegur with my friends. Super kecoh... The movie was very scary and the sound system wasn't giving me any mercy. I had to close my ears together with my eyes. I even had to pull shima and hugged her. Haha! All of us were in a straight row. The ghost appear many times in the movie too. They should actually give us signal right anot? Then I could quickly hide myself. Haha! And siti was the one who keep shouting as she's shocked because of the sounds system. And whenever she shouts, I'll also follow and also shima. I think I actually shouted more than once. Haha! Sibei kecoh lah. I think we should not watch anymore ghost stories together. Better~ Haha! After we watched the movie, all of us headed to the toilet and when we all wanted to take a group picture the light actually went off out of sudden. It was really scary! I didn't had a chance to reply BB's message. Haha! And in the end it was actually arshad's doing. Pfft!

Aftermath, them all went their own way and I went to meet BB. And I actually get to meet Danial. I was so shocked and happy to see him. He's actually working at Tampines 1. Haha! I felt so great meeting him. Haha! And now, my girls are planning an outing on the eve of my birthday. We'll sure gonna have fun. I can't believe my birthday is coming. Mum told me already what she gonna buy for me. I can't wait to get my hands on that ________. TeeHee~

Goodbye!

ITS A FACT OF FACT THAT IS SO HARD CLARIFY.

2009-05-05T21:00:00.000-07:00

Khyla completed the quiz "Who is your "perfect match"?" with the result Enthusiastic & Outgoing.

Your perfect match is someone who is witty, outgoing and enjoys life. This person is the life of the party, has a great sense of humor and lights up the room with their smile. They communicate well and have a great connection with friends, family and their co-workers. Everyone is drawn to them and there is that special shine that you see in their eyes that tells you that they don't take one minute of life for granted. This person will sweep you off your feet, tell you exactly how they feel and are not shy to hug or kiss you in public. The top traits they are looking for in a mate is someone who is open to new ideas, is eager to live life to the fullest, will openly adore them and is confident.They love adventure, the outdoors and animals and if they discover you are interested in something, they will love that too! They are keen to get to know you and will quickly fall madly in love you for your personality, your smile and even just the sound of your voice..

HE SAID: "OVER A RAINBOW WITH MY GIRLFRIEND".

2009-05-02T16:46:00.000-07:00

(Slurrps!)

The purpose of my surgery is I've got two wisdom tooth growing and it's growing 45 degrees instead of straight. And so I got no other choice but to go for surgery. I really wished to post on Thursday itself but I was so weak after the jab given on that day. It's really funny that I can't remember a thing what has happened during the surgery. But Thursday was sure a nice and sweet day for me as bb was by my side throughout the day but he still need to go off in the evening ):

Can you believe I fall asleep while waiting for taxi? I even fall asleep while eating. Haha! The jab really make me very drowsy. I fall asleep the whole night till I receive a call from BB. And now, my cheek is really swollen.

BB just saw it just now morning when he brought chicken porridge for me early in the morning. He didn't buy it he actually cooked it and bring it the morning. His efforts was sure paid off. I really like the porridge. It was really delicious. He made it for breakfast,lunch and dinner since I can eat nothing but porridge. )':

Lastly, BB I don't know how to thanked you for taking care of me this few days. Thank you so much... I love you!

ITS FOR EVERYONE LOVE

2009-04-29T20:14:00.000-07:00

I actually when out with MR today to catch a movie right after I finish school. To summarise, I had lots of fun today and MR was getting irritated when we were inside the cinema as I keep closing my eyes with my cardigan until he was piss off. Heh. That's all I gotta to say. I'll sure elaborate more in the next post. Currently, I'm lethargic.

Anw, my surgery is tomorrow and I'm very scared. But someone said it won't be painful. Anw, I won't be that scared since I got bb by my side tomorrow. =)

I would like to apologise for my rudeness and childishness. *boo-boo face*

Take Care Humans!

SO MUCH OF DRAMA.

2009-04-29T11:11:00.000-07:00

Who are you, really?
Your Result: Philosopher

GIRLS GONE CHEEKY.

2009-04-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

On Monday this is what we did since we were so free. Murni actually asked nabilah to tie her hair scorpion. And while doing that, all of us keep playing with her fringe and even took video. And murni actually can join into the fun instead if getting angry. Haha!

This picture was taken just now while waiting for our teacher to come. Haha! It was funny, we wanted to make a self-timer but it was actually dark and so we asked one of our classmate to take a picture of all of us except costance. She was away for that moment. -.-'

Alright, I guess nothing much. Anw, mind my irritating laugh. Even bb said my laughing was really bad in the video. Haha! And as for the video, like costance said you guys have u tilt your head. Thank you..

Goodbye Earthlings! (:

OVER THE RAINBOW WITH MY LOVER.

2009-04-27T20:25:00.000-07:00

I GOT HIM AND HER . AND FRIENDS

WHAT MORE I WANT?

This things all content me. (=

SO HARD TO CHOOSE, SO CONFUSED.

2009-04-25T18:10:00.000-07:00

A few days back I've been enjoying the second week of school. And yeah, I'm done with my OFC. And my BPF project is this upcoming Monday. I purposely choose the earliest date so that I won't have to think much about it. After this project I'm left with my CRN roleplay which I've yet to remember the script. But I guess for the BPF project I choose the wrong time as its at 8.20 in the morning. I jolly well know I'm never punctual for school. Heh. It's possible that I won't be having this module this whole week. And next week I won't be having any CRN lessons. That's a relieved. And oh, I've yet to say that I got an A for my presentation on office communication. I could never be this happy(8

On last Thursday, I had some personal problems that turn off my mood but I never fail to encourage my partners on this OFC project on that day. It was really funny. My lecturer actually asked questions based on the title of project we were doing. I was terrified when I got to know about that. I believe that if I didn't gave him a reasonable answer I may get a B instead. When it was already my group to present I was kinda of confident deep down inside even though I look really nervous. We had to wait for our turn as we already planned about who gonna present first. I was the second one among the three of them. When it was my turn, the first thing I did was to introduce myself. And my lecturer actually commented that "Shakila, you do have a great smile". And that really got me more nervous and I was lucky he didn't asked me anything if not I'm doomed! Until now, I still think, do I? Haha. My lecturer do have a good sense of humour.

Picture's above is the picture that my friend, cons took during our LLA period. It was a two and half hours period mind you. I was really bored but we kept playing cards. And Murni was kind of sick somehow and that's why she's like that. Haha. Others was just some random pictures taken by me when I'm pretty bored during CRN period.

I when to lucky plaza with mum just now to get my appointment for my surgery and it's fix on Thursday at 11.30 in the morning. That explains that I won't be going to school that day. And I'll be getting a 5days medical leave. It was really funny when the surgeon asked me whether I want to sleep throughout the surgery or numbness will be ok. And before my mum said anything I quickly told the surgeon that I want to sleep in peace during the forty-five minutes surgery. Haha. Mum was sure laughing at me just now. The surgeon explain clearly what they gonna do and all. And somebody actually made a joke by saying I'm going for a transplant. Ohh please ok! Haha. The surgeon also explain that after the surgery I'll be drowsy and my lips will be uncontrol. -.-'

I just finish watching HSM3 again just now. And it just touch me how troy treat gabby. Haha. I was tearing just now. And it reflect how I felt when I was leaving for my high school to. And yea, I miss everything. And of course, your everyday morning call(:

It touches me much that you're willing to skip school because of my surgery despite of me persuading you to head to school on that day. I'm telling you again, you'll get bored there. It will be four hours of waiting my dear. And mum was so sure how your reaction gonna be when I'm heading to the room. Haha. Thanks.

DESTINY PLUS FATE.

2009-04-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

Today marks the day that the guy above and me is sick. Very very sick. Currently, I'm now webcam-ing with him and we have been sneezing alot of time. And we are also suffering from the same sickness. Fever, running nose and sore throat. And yea, we are holding a towel on our hand and it's green colour. What a coincidence. Or should I say its more than it?

I guess the worst is MR bahs. He can't even take a bus home just now. And so, I helped him to hail a taxi. I must say about his sore throat is really bad. But then now I guess he's feeling much much better. He claims that I help him because I accompany him through webcam from 7plus till now. Haha! Yea, thats sweet. And now, he's busy watching television.

I hope you'll get well soon ok bb. And yeah, don't worry much about me. Everything will be fine and normal again. You get what I mean right? (:

I actually plan to elaborate about my friends and what happen today but I guess I'm just so lazy to. Perhaps, another time alright. And yea, I'm going for a surgery soon. Sibei scary!

You know I care

SILENCE IS NEVER AN ANSWER.

2009-04-19T16:57:00.000-07:00

(sorry for the poor image quality)

I had a wonderful with MR yesterday night. The cute thing was he keep saying "I will remember this forever", "I'll never forget this day". Haha! I really find it cute and how keep saying the word 'deardear' with his lips together. Somehow like that, I can't explain any better. And so, we went changi to watch band there and we chillax over there with some foods that was bought by MR. I'm sure I was treated like a princess yesterday. I'm sure you pampered me alot yesterday. Thank you for that. I'm sure gonna remember this day too yah. (there's so many 'im sure')

And so we chillax there and had a long talk about alot of things. And of course pictures were taken. Ya know, he was more excited to take picture with me. Very kecoh lah this guy. And oh, I was bought a heart balloon and two bears by it side. Very cute and I actually asked MR to hold it as some sort of punishment. I know, lame -.-' The bottomline is I had a great,romantic and fun time with you BBdear(:

So today, my partner faizah came to finish up our project and finally we finish them up and of course we gossips about alot of things. I guess alot about school. Yea babe? And oh, laughing session is always born when I'm with her. Babe, is it 'carrot' or 'karat'. Hahahaha! It's just an inside joke(: And currently, I'm having difficulties to chew something. Something is sure wrong with my gums. Pfft!

I don't know what I want in life actually.

NO OR NEVER

2009-04-17T11:45:00.000-07:00

Because, I miss her.

PACIFY ME AGAIN.

2009-04-15T16:47:00.000-07:00

I'm kind of free so I thought of changing my blogskin since I've actually copied the code and save in my laptop for a long time. I was just to lazy change. It was just the first day of term 2 and my lecturer has already list down our projects deadline and inform us about our exams which is around 6 to 7 weeks time. I was tired of listening to it because every lecturer was saying the same thing when they step into the room. But then my BPF teacher told me something that make me so happy and that is we may have an early hols as we only need to take test for three modules only. We might have 5 to 6 weeks of hols instead of others that is 3 weeks only.

Only today I got to meet my other two friends as they were involved in the April intake orientation. For the pass few days they didn't attend any lessons. As OFC I was told that our project can be done in a group instead of individual. Lucky me as I'm very scared to present infront of whole class. I even told someone to teach me how to present -.-'

I was on my way home alone just now and my mind wasn't at peace. I was in a deep thoughts, it kept me thinking of a precise matter. I used to had someone by my side whom I know is just a call away from me. I always had this someone to turn too. And this someone will somehow brighten up my days with his/her jokes and laughter. But now I guess, its gone. I just want you to know and I actually love and miss you eventhought I ignored your plans. I hope you'll be fine and I believe you will, love.

Oh! I might be watching Fast&Furious 4 this friday. I hope I'm not late yet. Ya know, mum wanna tag along and I told her don't kepo as I'm on a date! Haha, sorry mother. (:

I hope you won't dissapoint me

MY ACCESSORIES ARE CALLING YOU.

2009-04-12T18:11:00.000-07:00

I'm now in high spirits and feel very satisfied with the prize I received on last thursday. I was very nervous before I when up the stage when the person behind me keep asking me to go up. I went up and up till I was alr on the stage. When they call my name, I swear my legs was like jelly. Not only that, I had to go up the stage twice, mind you. I met a few of my friends there. But we didn't talk much as I wasn't much in the mood. Looking at them all, they do have change bit by bit. I do read their blog once in awhile and found out they have done the things that they have not done with the clan last time. People do really change right? I'm just waiting for my turn, when will I change?

Anw, school will be starting tmr. I did told mum yesterday that most of the time I'll be staying in school or I'll be going school early to finish up my project with my partner in school. And after talking about all that, my partner actually text me and ask whether I've done my project and so we agree to do it as soon as we meet.(: See momma, I told you I'll be busy. Just so you know, I'm alr ready for school. I've ironed my school uniform and clean my bag. Just as I remember I'll be having bpf and SW tmr. But on top of them, I'll be mtg my stupendous friends and get involved in their laughing session with those inside jokes, like forever.

this just got me wonder

TICKLED PINK

2009-04-08T20:40:00.000-07:00

Today was hilarious. Or should I say super hilarious! I dare not elaborate about it as I'll be dropping somebodies water face. I think I had a laughing session just now. I was laughing non-stop. I should say I had a fantabulous fun just now at home.

I can't wait for tomorrow. Babe just called me up and asked what I'm wearing tomorrow. Oh well~ you see. We are suppose to wear our current school uniform and now we have two uniform. We can choose either one. And so, babe and me will be wearing the same clothing tomorrow. Anw, I just find out that only a few of my friends will be coming down tomorrow. Pfft! I met up with mum just now at kovan. We thought of eating pizza hut but then we were suppose to fetch little sister from school and whats more I don't wanna miss my chinese drama. And so we decided to headed back home. But then mum did promise to treat me pizza.

Just so you know, I really miss walking at town alone. I was very used to do that when I was working. I would just spend my evening in town. And when I used to work last time I even ate at mac alone, I've never ever eat alone at any fastfood or normal food shops. I'd spend my evening in town looking at the night life there. And that time it was christmas. Sometimes, I would wait for babe to knock off and walk around town with her with donuts on our hands, eating. You still remember babe? I'd also make my way to those branded shop just to window shop. I hardly buy things when I was walking around town area. That's when I got to know I like window shopping more than buying them. I know it sounds weird. But then it was really true. And whenever I got back home I'll start complaining to everybody my leg hurts. Just imagine, I would walk from orchard mrt station to dhoby mrt station. I really wish to walk ard town all alone again and feel the breeze at night. Its so cooling and satisfying. Bottom line is I miss working(=

WHEN A FLOWER TURNS BLACK.

2009-04-06T15:57:00.000-07:00

I just got a call from my previous secondary school. I was informed that I will be getting two prize on thurs. One is for getting the top in technical stream and another because I got As for CPA and EOA. And the best part is I'm going back there again. Some of friends will also be there. I can't wait to meet them. I'm much more excited about meeting them instead getting the prize. Haha! I was told that I'll be getting a cheque for being in the 1st standard. Not only that, just now in the morning mom pass me 50bucks. Surprisingly! It wasn't from her it was from dad. Just imagine, in one shot he gave me 50bucks just to spend. I hardly get money from dad you know. I'm waiting patiently for dad to come home and I wanna thank him for the money. What a nice day today.

Speaking of school, I'll be starting school in a week time and to me I still have not enjoy enough, ya'll know. Not only that, I've not start with my two projects. I'm dead, totally! Mum even wonder what was I doing this hols that I didn't have time to do my project. Mum even claimed that I got no worries or headache or getting stress over this thing. Haha! I heck care you know. I think I'll only start doing when the school starts. I need to meet my girls only then I can start doing project. And I just got to know that nabilah has been doing her project all this while. And others, I bet has not done anything since they're so busy with their camping and stuffs.

I'm hungry now, AGAIN! I want some food. Whereas, I just ate mac at parkway just now. -.-'

Just so you know I was waitng for this day to come.

TALK TOO MUCH.

2009-04-03T15:17:00.000-07:00

Speaking of april, it was late brother birthday on the april fool itself. How unique that his birthday falls on 1st April. And without fail, my fam esp my mother will start talking and thinking about little brother. So little brother will turning fourteen this year. He's a sure big boy now. I believe if he were still alive, he'll never harassing me and also bully me. He might love soccer as he loves it last time. Last but no least, he must a one dashing boy now as he has a face like eurasian. Believe me, he really has. His hair and eyes is naturally brown and he's also fair. And I guess dad would also ask him to tag along whenever he's off to his bowling tournaments. How great is that?

Little brother, everyone loves and miss you.

WE GOT A PAPARAZZI HERE.

2009-03-31T20:01:00.000-07:00

MAY;

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

So true! But only that, I love children alot!

Girl; Last Breath

2009-03-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?. Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask how are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head?. Ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die cause you never had time to call and say,'Hi'. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift... Thrown away. Life is not a race do take it slower, hear the music Before the song is over...

TELL ME THE TRUTH.

2009-03-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

Now its 4am and I'm still wide awake. Whats more, I can even play the laptop with help of the dim light in my room. I was busy bloghopping that I didn't realise that I didn't update this blog of mine. I totally have no reason or maybe its because I'm moving soon. Well~perhaps.

Yesternight I realise I suffer much with the pain. I just had to endure it. If I were to tell mum about it yesterday, she'll sure take me to the hosp. No thanks! I still wanna go for my chalet. Oh yah, the pain was totally unbearable. When I was heading to the bed last night, I think I took a long time to sit on the bed and put my legs up and whatsnot. Not forgetting my dolphin(:

And oh! Mum recently complain to someone about me. My one and only. Pfft! Momma! I told cha not to ryte. =.='

Alright as I was saying, I got a new site. I would say its better than this. So I'm sorry readers if I never update this blog of mine for days weeks or months. But then I'll sure update my blog when I got nothing better to do. Really?

Have a nice day everyday, everyone.(:

YOU CALLED WHEN I WAS THINKING OF YOU.

2009-03-22T22:25:00.000-07:00

I went out with my OF girls today and it's super FUN as it has been along time since I last when out with my friends.

My leg hurts to the max after walking with my girls. I need a rest.

Bye-Bye.

IT'S ALL INSTINCT.

2009-03-21T13:05:00.000-07:00

High School Musical 4

I'M SURE I'LL BE A BETTER MAN.

2009-03-15T17:33:00.000-07:00

Fam went bedok today as mum and dad wanna go to place where both of them were boyf and girlf last time. Sibei sweet lah kan! They keep reminiscing those days. Really cute and coincidentally mum met her teacher when she was in primary school. Today was pouring badly and I was totally scared when I was in the car with the fam. Dad was driving so fast and whats more I was shivering inside the car.

I'm having a slight fever and very itchy sore throat. I keep eating medicine but no good result. BB is working right now and I'm so bored at home. Anw, yesterday met momma at hg mall with yana. Not only that I actually met babe too. She was all ready to go town with her friends. She actually ask me to go with her as she was very bored at home but I turned her down. Anw, accompany mama shopping with bb and bb finally dyed his white color. It was nice lah or should I say very nice. Mama keep shaking her head looking at bb. Haha! It was a just awhile as after that I was in a rush to go to grandma house for dinner. And yea, bb slept through out the evening. I don't know what he did that he's so tired.

Anw, I'll be having my exam this coming tues and wed. And yea, I actually got two more project to do during our three weeks hols. Pfft!

I'M VERY HUNGRY!

REDECORATE MY ROOM.

2009-03-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

Alright, basically school is really mundane(i don't believe i said this) Hell yea, due to all done assignments and test(not exam). Yea, I'm over it and now I always sleep happily w/o thinking that there's a test tmr or whatsnot. All we have was a free period or was release early. As if the lecturers just don't wanna see our faces, pfft! But not to say, I actually still got two real exam to go which is pretty much easier. Easy say, I could manage. The best part of all is I've finish my OSA PP and now I can't wait to submit it. I actually spend the whole afternoon last saturday doing this thing.

Alright talking about school, yea was mundae but in certain time. But whenever I was with my gfs. OMG! I can't stop laughing eventho' I was somekind in a bad mood. Those 80-an Gerek thingy, gigi must kene hammer and many more. It's all an inside joke. And yea, Imma mumie of five kids who is currently studying in my school in my class. Haha! It was like this, whenever my gfs do/did something wrong I would really scold them and whenever they make noise in class I'll also scold them. When they never eat I'll scold them too till they call me mumie of theirs. How cute they can be you know. How wonderful, I've alr got a five kids w/o giving birth. Haha! I guess there wasn't a day that I never laugh in school. And mind you, I don't mean normal laugh its like laughing boisteriously. (=

I get to meet love, finally. I was very elated but on top of that I was very sleepy. And bb, I took the photo below is just for you. You actually forgot what I promise you. Anw, bb tmr is friday. I can't wait. I'll waiting for you at home ok.

Hols are coming soon. *cheeky smile*

OUR MINDS IS IN A MESS.

2009-03-11T17:04:00.000-07:00

As I promise you.

AFTER ALL IT MAKE SENSE.

2009-03-07T14:32:00.000-08:00

Couples don't break up over tiny flaw; they get over it and move on together. Flaws are what make each of us human. No one says it's going to be easy accepting and loving a person who is far from your ideal. Question is: are you willing to put in the effort and live with a few imperfections so you can be with someone you can call your own?

Of course, you are entitled to have your list of deal-breakers, a tendency to cheat, a lack of respect for your family, an ego more fragile than the wings of a butterfly... but you need to recognise what you can't accept and be prepared to let go of the rest. At the risk of sounding preachy, you need to ask yourself, "Can we live this out as a couple?"

EVERYTHING HAS AN END.

2009-03-02T23:12:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow - OSA Mock Test
Thursday - OFC make up lesson and later OFC Progress Test (Same Day!)
Friday - OSA Access Class Test. Yay Me!

Next Monday - BPF Class Test 2
Next Wednesday - CRN Progress Test, Unit 3&4.
Next Thursday - OFC make up lesson and later OFC Progress Test (Same Day!)

17 March - OFC Class Test
18 March - CRN Class Test
20 March - OSA PPP Submission!!

I didn't thought I could remember all this in my head w/o looking at my stickers. See how many test I'll be having but well after all this test we'll be having our 3weeks break. Yay Me! I've yet to buy my tiny little book.

Told you, I'll be here forever.

2009-02-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

You are the only one I'll need, forever.

A RANGE OF WHITE TEETH

2009-02-26T04:38:00.000-08:00

I've already complete my OFC roleplay just today. It was ok but my partner was very nervous and we have to repeat three times. I couldn't stop laughing at her reaction. School has been super good with faizah around. We'll sure laugh about something or another. I'll be having my access test for OSA next week and I'm so happy about it. Using Ms Access is very challenging. But then my teacher in charge have already said that she'll make our mock test that we'll be taking next tuesday more difficult. I'm even more than happy but then I still hope I could score better than the test before. I'm now busy completing my OSA project. And currently, I only left with a few slides to go and I'm done. I really hope I could hand up before the deadline. Today in school, I tried to eat something new and that is roti prata cheese w egg that was recommend by faizah. It was very delicious!

And babe, you know everytime I buy green tea I always think of you. It has been just too long since we really sit and talk or should I say gossips? Haha! I miss talking about merlion w you.

I received a message from BB last night that makes me so happy that I fall asleep with a smlie on my face. Thank you bb. And, now he's out there playing takraw, again. Grrrrr!
And yeah, the picture above is a real rainbow that I saw yesterday while I was on my way home. It was so beautiful that I wanna take a picture of it!

Goodbye, readers!

Reach Out Upon Me.

2009-02-21T16:19:00.000-08:00

[The gift from above, what more can I ask?]

I MISS YOU SO MUCH, BABY.

A FRIEND TURN A YEAR OLDER.

2009-02-19T23:05:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday To My Dearest Aliff. You are already seveteen. I still remember, last year I gave you a bear right? That's white in color. Ahaha! If I were to think back, it just feels like a few months ago. I didn't realise one year have pass so soon. Hope you enjoy your day today with your love ones. I'll be here praying for your health and may you live so so so long! Seriously, I just can't believe it. And, you've always been the cute aliff that I've known last four years. I really miss 4T1 alot. Do take care(=

BE REALISTIC, FOR ALL.

2009-02-18T20:34:00.000-08:00

Today was me and my mate turn to do our roleplay for serving customer under CRN. Other of my close friends in class was all after me. My mate and I was full confidence about this. The main cause of my confidence was that, the script was made by BB. So I had to put my fullest to this roleplay as I didn't wanted to disappoint BB. And, ya sure I didn't. While doing the roleplay I actually receive a call from BB but I couldn't pick up as I was in a midst of acting. So I gave it a pass. After I've finish my roleplay that ended quite late than the time was given, teacher gave us her comment on our roleplay.
Ms Hong commented on me that, my voice were too low that she can't hear clearly but I guess my body language and gesture was good and she said I was smiling widely throughout the roleplay. Haha! How funny can my teacher be.

After coming out from my class, I quickly called BB before he gets angry. He sounded so delighted on the fhone. And the purpose of him calling me was to tell me that his officer has called up and told him that they have closed three cases of him. He knows I'll be the most happiest girl on earth to hear about this. Aha. I told cons about it and she thought I should celebrate with BB but then not to soon as I've not been meeting BB for two days alr. Thanks eh to our timetable. I seriously can't wait to meet him maybe tmr.(:

Bye, Earthlings! Btw, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO AILAH! (:

A DAY OF LOVER'S.

2009-02-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

Okay. I had so much fun during the V day outing with BB to sentosa. It was a coincidence that we met BB's school friends there and their friends were there too. At first, BB and I settled down at the opposite of the sentosa. But then after a while his friend called up and I don't know for what. Later, BB left me as he wanna look for his friends on the other side of the sentosa. Minutes pass and BB and his friends came and gave me a surprise, like a BOO! His friends actually invited us to chill with them and so they together carry our tent to their side. Very funny and kecoh. After that, I made friends with their girlfriends. You know I'm not those talkative type to approach them and ask their names so I actually kept quiet at first while watching BB play soccer with his friends. After the game, BB came over and had a drink and I wipe his sweat(: By the time I've already made friends with the girls there.

Laterr, them all when for a swim without me. Haha. I was busy reading my seventeen magazine that was recently bought by BB before the trip to sentosa. So, I was much focusing on reading the magazine. But then, BB did came out from the sea and drag me to the sea. Haha, funny. Then all together bathed in the sea. So Great. I went up on BB's shoulder. And, I didn't know BB was so strong that he could carry up till three people with his friends sitting down on his shoulder. Some sort like that. And then this continue, coming out from the sea then go again and it repeats. I had so much in sea with BB. He carry me, turn around and around, help me with floating and whatsnot. There was a part that I couldn't reach the water level and I actually jump onto BB. Haha. It was really funny. We chilled till evening and went off after that. Something happen that was not suppose to happen especially on V day. But then we were just unlucky enough to come across this stupid prob. But well, I don't wish to elaborate but still I'm thankful its settled.

Overall, I had so much. And I believe BB too. Hopefully he'll remember this day forever. And, I hope you like the wallet, yea BB? I love you so much. Thank you for spending the day with me. It was an unforgettable day for me.(8

LOVE(:

2009-02-14T00:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, BABY!

BABY,WANNA HOLLA?

2009-02-10T20:27:00.000-08:00

I suddenly feel so silly&useless.

YOU'VE GOT A BIG GIRL NOW.

2009-02-06T12:10:00.000-08:00

One class test down and which turns out to be not good as I didn't get to reach the top 12 but I was the top 13. Pfft! I was just below the one who got in the 12 position. How irritating! I've actually almost completed all my assignment just waiting for the dateline day. Left with one and that is OSA 15powerpoint slides about myself. The project was actually issued the first day of the lesson and I've yet to accomplish it.

My laptop was actually spoiled and it's already been fixed by uncle. ThankGod. These few days I do all my projects and assignments either at a school or using BB's lappy. I actually have difficulty thinking of a password to the ITE portal and thankfully I settled with one a few minutes ago. I pretty different one.

My OFC lecturer is a one big impatient teacher. He talks too fast and I can't hardly understand what he's saying but I won't blame him cause my chinese girls always can't wait to go home so they persuade my ca who is kind hearted to release them early and in the end some of us don't understand what he's saying for the whole 2hours lecture. We'll sure get use to it sooner or later. I'll be having my class test of CRN this coming tuesday and I'm so nervous about it. And I actually studied just now morning at 10.
Anw, despite of all my stress and tension in projects and assignments and my busy schedule. I never forget my dear BB who never complain whenever I show him attitude and my tiredness. Instead, he actually let me do my work while he's snoring. How cuteee! He even let me use his printer for my work and help me with it. Thank you so much BB. You've been the best from the rest! Eventho' we separated for awhile I've learnt from my mistake. Perhaps, it was a right
decision after all.(8

TURNED TOO SHY FROM ALL.

2009-02-01T21:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went out with B to watch a band concert. It was fun though. I didn't know he'll make it to final. Yea my uncle was there performing for his band. They did great and now his up to final. I'm now patiently waiting for the news whether he make it to the top three. I guess they were that good. All the best, uncle.

It was so hilarious how B was posing as a ****. Really hilarious and he insist of taking pictures of him. And he's doing it through webcam. Well B, you were pretty hot. I've been webcaming with B for countless time and every webcam involves fights,love and sweetness. Anw, last saturday was B's house warming. I have a few pictures for that but I'm just to lazy to upload. To sum it all, everything went great but I had to leave early as fam wanted to go yishun, pfft. Last friday, we went to watch 'the wedding game'. Two thumbs up for the movie. It's much about love. That's why I find it nice. Hopefully, B enjoy his day that day.

I'm back from melaka for aweek and I'll be actually heading to jb next week. Oh well~ that's what I heard from mom. But then, this time I can't wait to go cause mom gonna buy hangbag there and so do I with mom's money. So to gain that white bag, I forgot the brand that cost 250ringgit, I have to go all the way to jb. School has been good as I've finish my script for my role play. I'll just have to wait for the deadline and pass it up. And it's actually tmr. Left with OFC,OSA. And, I'll be having a class test of OSA this thursday. Hopefully I'll score 90% again. It'll be great.

Babe had just undergo a minor operation and I feel so useless cause I didn't visit her till now. Hopefully you're fine down there yea babe. And I still don't know when my bestfriend, will come to school. Awww~ I feel so useless. )):

HELL YEA, CAN I HELP NUMBSKULL.

2009-01-27T21:04:00.000-08:00

I'm just too tired and lazy eventho I have so many pictures to upload, you bet. But still, I'll just give this a pass and put this on hold like my life. Yes, it's on hold for current. Anything girls just text me instead of tagging yea. I might be lazy to reply your tags but not your msgs. Anw, school resumes tmr and its fcuked I tell ya. Babe wont be in school for days and another I don't know what to say. What I know I just needa complete and nice rest to get rid of eyebags and those scary stories I heard from melaka.

Be good boys and girls yea suckers. Yea I'm sicck!
Just fcuked them ass. Bye.

IT'S YOU I FEEL SO REAL FOR.

2009-01-23T19:26:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it just get so boring and hot. Aye?

MY DUSTY SUSPICIOUS THINKING.

2009-01-20T21:26:00.000-08:00

Hello B! yellow landyard

With our BL.
my OF girls. My Babies(:

Hello earthlings! I have super alot of pending projects and presentation coming up in the month of Febuary and even an role play about customer relation. I'm really stuck with my busy schedule. Basically now, I'll just spend my weekends to finish up my slides, yea make it right, 15slides till the dateline on 15 Mar. Yea, I still got alot of time. Well, thats what I thought at first but then after receiving so many papers of projects dateline, I'm sure I got no time at all. I've yet to write script for my own role play.

Apart from all this, I have been having a severe headache since last week. Some sort, migrane? That's one of my girl told me and she advise me to control myself and not to tired myself out. Luckily, I got wonderful babies in my class. And I really call them babies(= I guess I'll be away for a while and come back once I'm free. Yea?

I love you much much and more more. Trademark? Aye, my tissue boy.

And, I miss Nur'evadalysa!

Goodbye, Loves.

The Feeling Of Worth.

2009-01-14T17:20:00.000-08:00

Life at ITE is very different. The timing is so different from secondary school. And one thing, I got so many pending projects. Since its the first time for me to do this kind of project, I got alot of problem in this. And guess what bb is the one who gave me ideas what to do. I didn't know bb was good in this. Until he suggested that I take his place, while he take my place(: Anw, I've got wonderful super-kecoh girls in my class and they are really kecoh!

Anw, last saturday if I'm not mistaken my fam went ta KFC as dad was craving for that. He actually claimed that he has not eat KFC for quite some time. While I was sharing with him coke he actually put a fork in the middle of our straws just to make sure we don't get mix up bcoz he doesn't like to share straw. How fussy can my father be and I keep laughing on his reaction about sharing straw. Duh!

Despite of my tight schedule at school. I still get to meet babe and we always got so many things to share about our class. There was a time when I didn't meet the babe for a few days and after we can meet up, we actually hug each other u know. Haha! How adorable my gf can be. Evetho' we're in the different class we still keep our friendship goin on(last warning!) Haha!

I've been meeting B every single day but I guess not tomoro cause our timetable clash! But then, look on the bright side I'll be mtg him again on Fri. Boo! Anw, friday is the practice for my current cca and that is Bowling. Yes, I took bowling bcoz I wana try smth different. And dad support in this and kind of putting high hopes on me. B joined takraw, surprisingly. Well~ hopefully he'll like it. My practice will be held at E-hub and B at tamp. Near2. Babe also join bowling. I'm so looking forward for it.

I'll be back soon.(:

(flowers from B!)

AND, CUPCAKE STAYS IN MY WORLD.

2009-01-08T09:57:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wonder, what has fate install for us?
The funniest thing is you are always there whenever I need somebody.

I'll update more soon, busyyyyy. Good Day Earthlings. (:

kaulah lelakiku yang ganteng

2009-01-03T21:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was little sister first day in primary school. She was very happy. And shockingly, she actually made a few friends in one day. She look super adorable with the uniform. She was just too curious why is her school so big and also the toilet. That just got me laughing. How silly can my dear sister be.

My nights has been super wonderful with B by my side. We always find a chance to webcam. We even webcam in the afternoon like just now. And I always got hyper about it. And B's always question is "U, why are you smiling?". And we'll always spot our secret thingy and say 'SLICE'. That got me laughing. But overall, B is always the one who won't stop doing it even is real life. After that, the two of us will start covering it. This thing was really funny. B, perhaps this was just the beginning. There's more to come and may it be something more interesting and more sweet. Like what I've hope for(: I love you B. Mwahs!

IT'S A NEW, FEELS GOOD.

2008-12-31T23:06:00.000-08:00

And now, Goodbye 2008 and Hello to 2009. And like again, a year has passed without even realising. Anw, 2008 has been full enjoyment, sadness, happiness. I've also learnt alot in this year. I will never forget the fun I had with my clan throughout this year. And my so-funny-oh-no teacher, Ms Liow. I'll sure miss your offence slip. Haha! But then so many things has happen and whatsnot. It's been cool. I would love to thank god that I'm alive after sixteen long years living in this world. I feel bless. Alhamdulilah.

At the very end of the month, god has gave me the greatest gift that I've always wanted all this while and thankfully I've finally got what I've wanted and not even one of my wish is unfulfilled. Alhamdulilah. That is I got my babyboo by my side. Rightfully mine. Because of this I feel so bliss and fortunate. And, I can't wait to countdown with BB later on. Eventho' it wasn't a "real" countdown I know it'll turn out sweet while counting those threetwoone. I'm sure BB will make it a memorable one. You know B, your presence is sweet and special enough for me.

And again, HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS! (=

Incidents of Love.

2008-12-30T13:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday BB and I went to sentosa! You bet it was a last minute plan. It went smoothly duo. I woke up at 8am and help momma with house work and waited till it was 9am and I msg BB to ask him to wake up. & yea as I expected he didn't replied so at 9.15 I called him up as we suppose to meet at 10. Back to the waking up alarm. & yea, I called him up and luckily he picked up. And both of us started to bath and all. We meet up at kovan station and trained to habourfront. Before heading to sentosa. We bought food,fruits,drinks and snacks. And all was on BB(: Then we bought the sentosa admission ticket and quickly board the bus as we're the last passenger. Hehe. Guess what, there's no place to sit down as the bus was full! Something really funny happen in the bus but then i'll just keep it to myself and bb.

We started to find place to settle down as I want a quiet place instead infront of the beach. & so BB found us a solitude and romantic place. We had our food as I claimed I was hungry. Then we start taking pictures and talked and chilled. After all that, we walked to bridge(i totally forget whats the name.) And start taking pictures. Aftermath BB wanted to swim and he dragged me along. I so didn't wanted to swim. But then, I did have fun. After the swim, we sat at the shore and start eating our kinder bueno. And guess what, we were to lazy to throw the wrapper and BB actually cover it with the sand, like tanam gitu. Haha! How lazy we could be sey.

We start to changed our clothes and clean our bag and put our things properly and trained back home(: We had so much fun through out the journey. Rite BB? And yeah, BB was a good photographer than me. And B, I'll sure remember every bit of this outing with especially the one while we're swimming. OMG! We very very kesiao! Tsk.. Tsk..

I'll sure remember all the four incident that happened. The one I got torn on my finger, the sambal got into my eyes, blow water in my eyes and the veins moving. Haha!

(Pictures are uploaded accordingly.)

WITH YOU I SHINE.

2008-12-22T16:09:00.000-08:00

AFTER A WHILE.... JENG! JENG!

Sinking a little much.

2008-12-22T15:28:00.000-08:00

Currently with babe by my side. Chilling out since both of us are stress with some personal matter.

Baby Dear, I miss you.

topple tupple tipple

2008-12-17T09:54:00.000-08:00

N-level results is tomoro and I'm worried sick-ed. I didn't feel anything a few days ago and now at this moment I'm like trembling. Hopefully everything will be fine.

You know what b, perhaps after all this I'll still welcome you with open arms. WTH!

I'll be away fo' the moment. Fucktard Shit!
Aye, thanks.

IM HERE WITH YOUR SPEC.

2008-12-11T16:15:00.000-08:00

You bet, this explain all:

Your communication may be misinterpreted today, because you have an awful lot on your mind. But thinking about what you are going to say before you say it is not a luxury! If you want to keep all your favorite people happy with you, then you need to take a moment before you hit that 'send' button on your email. Read what you wrote one more time. Make sure you're sending it to the intended person! Distractions can cause you trouble if you're not careful.

AFTER A LONG TWO YEARS, THE STORY RESTART.

2008-12-07T14:37:00.000-08:00

So here's a little recap about what has been goin' on with work and life. I'm now currently rotting at home because I've already resign from my job. I can't seems to take it anymore as it's so tiring and the long hours of working, I simply can't take it. I was really praying for baby's approval and finally got it. So I hurried up myself and told my manager. My last day was on 3 Dec 2008. Every of my cliques was quite disappointed with me but then I didn't let them feel that fo' long. Before goin home last wednesday, I almost asked everybody to take picture with me with mae's cam. And there, they saw the real me who goes crazy when I was being captured. Haha! Especially with my hot chic momma, kak wahida. I didn't get to meet kok ann, agnes, mak mok and kak kas fo' the last time but someday I'll sure drop by and get them irritated all over again. Before goin guess what most of them said, they'll actually miss my talkative mouth. Bastard right? Hahaha! But then, every each of them were great, simply. Today, mom, dad, baby and me are fasting. Guess what, I'll be getting the scholarship again this year. Alhamdulilah~

Baby dear, I miss you so much. You have been the best at all time. I've told you already how I can't live without you. You are my pillar to my everyday bliss. I wish for you to be here with me forever. Even when I make you mad, sad, upset, angry and whatever it is. I still need you here by me. Only you. You're the only one that gave me the reason to wake up and look forward to everything. You are always with me even before I go to bed and before I get off from bed. And now, I feel Imma rich girl because I got you with me, by my side. As yesterday marks our day, 6 Dec 2008. I love you so much. I loved everything about you. I love us. I really do. I still do. I love you sweetheart. I will always be your loyal one. I'll be true to you.

AWAY FROM EVERYTHING.

2008-12-01T22:14:00.000-08:00

Very busy, will update soon.

Last long, when he thought he was going away any sooner.

2008-11-23T22:52:00.000-08:00

Bad sore throat and a fever which doesn't subsides. I'm feeling weak all over. But then I felt super high with phy just now.
Can I not go work tomoro?

I kept thinking. As I was thinking tears just happen to flow continuously till pooh's head was all wet. It was a stupid part of mine to think about this kind of thing suddenly. And I actually got myself stuck with thinking. I can't help but go on and think of it. How long will I have to suffer to get all my happiness, sunshine, laughing machine, sweetheart back? How long am I gonna suffer without anyone accompanying my nights? When I were to think back you give me all you got fo yourself and I like that you have. You give me all that just to make sure I think of you wherever I go and hope I won't miss you since I got almost every part of your body. Do you think I won't? And, while waiting, won't I make an effort to find another? First ever question, will you change after years? 2 or 3 years without you, how can I ever live? I really wonder, how? All I hope is that, may that never ever come. Neverrr baby.....

My world is a better place because of you

2008-11-21T20:12:00.000-08:00

Today was so great that I don't know how to explain. To make it short, I had fun with my supafly. Anw, I'll be meeting phy tomoro. After work, straight to your home. I can't wait, really can't. At last I'll be meeting my hiphopbaby. I know you got so many stories to tell me and so do I. Oh god honey, you don't know how much I miss you these days. Oh my, I'm gonna hug you damn tight sey. And let's sleep on the same bed tomoro. Kite laugh2 ok. *smiling widee*

Cupcake, I love you super duper much. Muuuaahsss! *biggggggg hugggggggs* (:
I'm so tired now, I wana take a rest. I think sweetheart is sleeping right now. I'll post a proper post next time. Byeee all!

HERE'S MY TISSUE MANN.

2008-11-20T21:03:00.000-08:00

I had cupcake picked me up from yesterday. And he actually had to stand outside my shop for an hour. Yea only an hour? But alone, just think how bored he could get. I was suppose to go home by six yesterday but because of the promo meeting I had to stay back. Which actually suppose to be in the mornin'. It just boils me up. I was indeed lucky that cupcake didn't blow his top or show that "unwanted" face. After that, we went to meet our hawt babe at ps. She was terrible. She shouted cupcake's name so loudly but then she didn't forget me. She actually gave a big lovely hug. It was cupcake's idea to surprise her and also cupcake kinda of miss her so we thought of giving her this surprise. It's so clear that she was very happy to see us there. Eventhough it was a while, it was still worthwhile. Baby wanted go home after that since he was tired waiting outside. Haha. So we chilled at a park for a while and some exchange things which was funny to me. We chat about this and that. Massage and atlast I gotta piggyback from him. The most lovely part was when he carry me and turn around and around. And I was laughing non-stop. He wanted to wrestled with me but then I turned him down as I'm too tired and I'll get more weak after tasting his punch and after all those fun he send me home. I was too tired that I didn't talk much on the phone with him and when to sleep with his t-shirt on. It was something different yet comfortable with his smell on it.

Really u, you know I always have the habit to wake up in the middle of the night but yesterday I really didn't and I choose not to talk to you because I was feeling super comfortable with your t-shirt on. Thank you so much u fo' all the things and please I beg you. Don't talk about that thing anymore atleast fo' now. Yes I know I have to face this sooner or later. But please not now. I'm having a super good time with you these days and I wish because of this thing it just make me, or maybe not me, both of us sad. U know baby, you just have ta mentioned about that thing and tears will start flowing on my cheek. Like yesterday while chatting, I teared. Yes I did. So please don't talk about it. Thanks.

Someone is waiting fo' my so-called models picture. Haha. Oh wells not now lah. I'm really busy with stuff but you take care down there. You know I miss you too.

Mommy, I have found my miracle and the source of my complete bliss :)

Your blue eyes hidden beneath your hood.

2008-11-17T23:11:00.000-08:00

Even after all this, I still fell empty deep down inside.

I had ot fo' three hours today and I'm dead beat. I'm sure I'll get scolded in awhile time. Some of cliques browse through my phone and saw my pictures and also the one with cupcake. They somehow got shock as I look so different outside. Infact they say I look more beautiful. Haha. And when they saw my pictures with cupcake, they were like saying, "sebab tu lah berape hari ini semangat" Haha. But then to me I'm also hyper at work but then I'll turn very timid when the big boss come. Haha. And if I'm not mistaken I'll be resigning in a month time. I wanted to resign now and find another job and in the same time gain experience but then cupcake didn't approve about it and asked me to stick to this job.

Anw, I finally meet my babe after two weeks of not meeting, aye babe? We had little of catching up. And gossip not stop and now the two of us are busy with work and our babies. But then after resigning, I'll sure meet her up and go sun tanning together and shop with our upcoming month salary. It's been ages since I bought fo' myself something not even a tee. And babe, I don't believe yang I dah pandai roam around orchard alone sey and yea infact more better and gerek. Tak dengar ipod pon takpe. And, u makin hot lah u and makin big-big. Haha! But still, I love you babe. At last, I dapat meet u.

I saw a boxer. A very nice one, I wanted to buy fo' you. I was alr at the cashier but then I thought I should once asked what's your size. I malas wanna tukar2. I know expensive but then to me it's ok. But I'll try to look around more perhaps I can find more cheaper that the before. And as I told you the nike tee hot giler. I doubt you remember as you're so sleepy last night to hear me complaining and praising and also what I saw yesterday. Since this week I work morning shift, I'll have a chance to roam around town area and I'll also make my trip to your place pretty soon. But then, I can't promise as today is only monday and I already had three hours of ot. Orchard to your place is thirty five minutes journey sey. I don't believe, I miss you. I got so many things to tell you but now where are you?

I TOLD YA THAT'S MA MANN.

2008-11-14T22:08:00.000-08:00

I had my day with my boo. Watched madagascar2. Haha, funny. As today was all on me. You know I already got my pay. Madagascar2 was really funny. But then, they were so many kids and their mumies. I felt awkward at first but then everything went fine. Finally I had ice cream at GELARE. I totally forgot the name. Some kind of chocolate cookies ice-cream. We shared as babyboo was sick so no cold stuff fo' him today. I keep laughing inside the cinema and I was feeling comfortable with folding my legs while I was wearing skirt. I know, BURUK! Little of movie, Little of sweetness and Little of hugging. Well I was lucky the air-con wasn't that cold though. I realised I didn't spend much money today but still everything was damn great(:

Thank You so much babyboo fo' the wonderful day. Aye, eventhough everything was on me, without you I just can't make it. And oh, I'm gonna miss playing boxing with you and also tackle the ball. Messing up my hair. Finding pimple on my forehead, Gross! I'm so gonna miss all that. How I wish, I don't need to go home. Mumie just suspend us you know. Baba didn't say anything. Alright I'll start to be busy again tomorrow. But then, calling calling is a definitely a must. And yes, I love you so super duper much(:

I TOOK A PICTURE OF YOU AND PASTE IT ON MY NOTICEBOARD.

2008-11-10T11:56:00.000-08:00

You got me going with your oh-so-sweet midnights call everynight.
I love you, babyboy. (=

http://www.imeem.com/neli/music/tJscBjol/bobby_tinsley_im_missin_you/

I WANTED THE REAL THING BUT YOU LOST THE FEELING FOR ME

2008-11-07T16:41:00.000-08:00

I rejected mum request to accompany her and the rest to parkway today. I just wanna have the day by myself and the few hours back I've been lying on bed like some kind of bed-ridden girl. I can't get myself out of bed. Due to my back aching and of course very high fever. But then I force myself and I get off from bed and bath with cold water. Start from head to toe. Freshness. But then this fever doesn't seems to go down. And I'm feeling so silly wearing a cardigan when its so hot outside.

So yeah, work have been pretty hectic a few days back but then I won't stop disturbing my cliques by getting them irritated by me. I even tickle them when they were like serving the customer. Hit their backside for no reasons. And, I even forced my manager to check my beg when I myself know she was busy in checking her department. She'll start nagging and I'll be there laughing and when she got cock up she'll tickle me and laugh as well. Haha. And another one, ah-pat, he always likes to disturb me and say "kila u kesiao ah!" and I'll start laughing. And whenever I get scolded from another manager, he'll be there and say "muuaaks!" After a four days mc, kak wahida is finally back. I was doing cashiering when she saw me and later on after we change shift, she came to me and say "kesian adek yg lawa nie, buat cashier muke stress nah" and I start laughing and say "maner ade, my senyum mahal you know" and both of us start laughing. Everything is nice but then I hate it when I work afternoon shift. It seems like the time pass so slowly.

Compromise with me. I could be very happy at work but then I'll never stop thinking of you.

IF ONLY I A, HAVE A BIG HEART

2008-11-06T22:33:00.000-08:00

Compromise with me and everything will be fine.
Fucktard shit. -____- '

I'll update more tomoro. I'm off tomoro. **hint**
He don't even remember i'm off tomoro.

THE TRUTH OF A FOUR YEARS JOURNEY

2008-10-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

Cause, I love you Romey;

my manager has a duck voice

2008-10-27T16:52:00.000-07:00

Time pass as its a already a week that I've worked. You bet its very tiring and so this is the outcome, lack of updating. So many things have happen between a week but I never fail to meet my babe and listen to her stories. But then, time just doesn't help us. Like yesterday, I met her at ps and had early dinner at our all time favourite fast food, long john silver. With the cheese and all. And we had our own time catching things up everyday.

I have too many awesome cliques with me at my work place. Even the afternoon shift. For today I'm off. But then, I'm just unlucky enough to off today. I'll just keep it confidential. Since I've work. I've missed alot outing with fam and cousins. Like yesterday, my fam and all went ta beach without me. But then I got a chance to meet up with them as dad fetch me from ps. Dad brought a big lorry with my cousins all sitting behind. I had fun as ever. Every each of them were asking how am I, am I tired? And all.

After all this tiredness I still enjoy myself. You bet, working really changed my life alot. Last time, I used to stare either at the com or my fhone. Praying hard for someone to call. But now, I don't have time for both of them. Fhone , I do but only 12 in the morning. Ya see the diff?

To whoever you are, by tagging and saying all those nonsense stuff doesn't changed my life infact imma very happy girl.

Earthlings, I won't be updating much as I'm in the afternoon shift this week. Take Care(:

its been a week i suffer and thank you mann

2008-10-27T16:11:00.000-07:00

suck you, mothafucker bitch! stupid numbskull!

lotsa of love, khyla

WE GOT A HOLD OF OUR FRIENDSHIP FOR FIVE YEARS.

2008-10-22T22:31:00.000-07:00

swimming with the babe(=

Boo! Currently very busy working. You guys take care. earthlings!
And cupcake, you're truly missed by me. )':

MUMMY'S GIRL GOES TO WORK.

2008-10-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

MY FIRST DAY OF WORK, LEG PAIN TO THE CORE.
im currently missing someone so much.

CHIPPED CUP FROM A DIFFERENT ANGLE.

2008-10-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

wonderful outing with wonderful people.

EPITOME OF A LOVE AND SACRIFICE.

2008-10-14T11:39:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been updating lately. Either I have been really busy or I am not in the mood to. But as far as I'm concerned, there is so much events that have occurred in my life recently. Even so, I am not going to elaborate all here. Honestly, I'm lazy. Or I don't see the need to. So yes, let me just list down the needs or those I remember .

9 October, 2008(Thursday) -

I went out jalan raye with my 4t1 and some other friends too. It turn out to be so much fun. With jokes, laughters and whats not. Overall of us wore white. Haha. Jiwe or what? We met almost 1 as I and Eva was late. At the end of the day, eva and me went home first as babe was in a rush but then everything turn out well and sweet(: And, I've yet to get the pictures from danial.

Yesterday was shiok to the beats. As mum, cupcake and me went to hunt for toilet pipes(i guess). I had my day with my cupcake. And we even had pizza for lunch. Obviously, mum paid. I had cupcake smiling at me stealthly. Mum was happy and even ask cupcake to come again today. Luckily, I didn't went for my swimming trip with babe if not I'd lose so much fun and sweetness for the day. At night, cupcake and I turn in early as both of us were too tired.

Today babe and I planned to go swimming but babe is now on the way to her interview. We'll see how. Swimming?

I'll be back soon. Take care, earthlings. (=

Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu.

2008-10-06T13:22:00.000-07:00

Other picture's of Hari Raya on Saturday. and Sunday.

Some wonderful moments. (:

Sometimes you got no choice but to tell that person to let you go. Far away from your life when you yourself know that you need that person but then you got no choice anymore. And, now this is what happening to me. But then sadly, I'm not a strong girl anymore. All I could I asked for may that person cool down and be the reason all my smiles and laughter's once again. And, this person somehow own me. May Allah make everything fine. I believe he will. Insyallah'
And now I'm watching this person sleep through webcam. Haha.

You sleep adorably. And, now I just don't wish to off the windows. I didn't realise you sleep adorably till today. Right infront of my eyes. No doubt, sucha beautiful sight I got here. Cupcake

a sixteen year old kid roams around with heels.

2008-10-03T14:43:00.000-07:00

First of all I wanna wish all muslims a SELAMAT HARI RAYE maaf zahir dan batin. Maaf kan kila kalau kila ade terkasar bahasa, termaki2, terkutuk2, terpukul2, tercubit2, tertumbuk2 atau menyinggung hati sesiape. Maafkan lah semua kesalahan kila dan kila tak sengaja hendak buat itu semua. Tolong halal kan makan minum kila dunia dan di akhirat. Amin.

Sayang, maafkan lah babygirlmu jika ku ade menyakiti hatimu ataupon terkasar bahasa, termaki2, termarah2, terpekik2, tercubit2. Babygirlmu disini ingin menyusun sepuluh jariku mintak ampun dan maaf segala2 dosa yang telah dibuatku. Halalkan juga makan minumku selama ini. Dan maafkanku jika ku ade mengecewakan mu. Di bulan mulia ini ku ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raye maaf zahir dan batin. Ikhlas dariku.

I have enjoyed the fullest. With meeting cousins, catching things up. About many things. And, eating all those traditional foods by mom and aunties too. But it's waste as I only know how to eat ketupat and lemak lodeh(: And yeah, asking forgiveness from the elderly, mom and dad. When I was asking for forgiveness from mum and dad, tears just start flowing automatically. Not only this year, it's every single year. But then, all was PRETTY MUCH AWESOME.

SELAMAT HARI RAYE.

2008-09-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

with love, shakila.

my wonderful 4T1 clan.

2008-09-28T15:56:00.000-07:00

Everything: Splendid! (=

I LOVE MY 4T1 CLAN!

Busy cleaning, goodbye fellas!

And, I somehow think you aint sincere. BOO!