♥ Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 1:15 PM
you can chew on my peppermint shoe.
Its really strange how I felt yesterday evening and night. I was super restless and I wasn't able to sit properly at any corner of my home. Something is sure bugging me. And this somehow effect my chest and head. I had difficulty in breathing and my head in aching more than it should, prolly. It was almost breakfast time when my whole fam was assembly at the dining table. Mother was the first person to realise that something is not right with me. She continuously asked whether I'm fine. I can see her face expression as how worried she was. I was even prohibited to go for my terawih for the day as mother didn't allow me to. It was 0830 hours when mother came to my room again and ask me politely whether I'm fine[she knows I'll get angry]. And, I actually told her that something is sure bugging me and keep thinking something bad gonna happen to someone I know. I don't know, its some kind of telepathy. Mother was darnly sure that something is really wrong with me. With this prob, I can't even sleep properly. Unknowingly, I went to sleep by sniffing the vicks. And last night, I don't usually sleep like how I used to. I didn't move at all. When I happen to wake up for sahur, I was in the same position with the vicks on my hand. I don't really know how my mother were to find out that there's something in my body. Who is sitting on my chest and head. When mother told me that, the first thing I do was to laugh my ass out. And, I actually get scolded.[I'm pretty sure from where she know all that but too bad I don't believe in this. Really No.] I don't care what someone/somebody gonna say. I'm sure it doesn't effect me much. Because I got no time to handle something nonsense as that. I told you, study and revision needs me more than you. As long you're happy, I'm fine. But don't try to make my life upside down by saying harsh words to me, like obviously. I'm still fasting after what has happened to me yesterday. And thanks u for being there last night. I mostly need your jokes to make me feel better. That's why I love you, friend. (: I'm still feeling restless and uneasy. It would better if you **** off. Thank You. (8
