My teacher also have been putting alot of effort to teach us. There's always work we have to do in every lesson. In the same time we had fun. They have been giving us homeworks to do. Thank God I manage it well. Currently, monkeys have been irritating in class. Hahaha! But they are always funny and great. Ooooohhh, feeling super great with my monkeys around, aye monkeys (:

Life is getting harder as days passed me by. Home feels like a space that i'd just happen to walk into. I am not eating anything proper lately. Time just means that I can breakdown into a million tears anytime I feel like it. It feels like I am just waiting for doom's day to come. Nothing special for me to look forward to already. It's pointless to be outside because eventually I'll be inside again. It's like back to square one. I am really not sure what you want. What is it that will satisfy you? Really, life is miserable. I don't feel like having anyone specific at the moment. Everything just suck. Life's like four years back. I feel like fucking my life upside down, honestly. Nobody cared, do they? Happiness is being sucked out of me just like that. Even others noticed it. I don't feel like being anywhere. I am not sure what to do. What is the right choices for me? Why am I so bothered about other's lives instead of mine? Simply because, there's nothing more that I can do now. Nothing that is within my capabilities. Oh, I need chocolates badly. I wana have an act to amuse myself so that I can be a little blissful about the situation now.

No doubt, I am a devil-may-care teenager at this point of time. In fact, all the time. I am contented with who and what I have right now. My colleagues have probably seen the demented half of me and I'm sure they know how blissful I am right now. At times, a little too blushy(?). But why now? Suddenly, gloom is beginning to fill this empty heart. Okay, just what the fuck am I blabbering about. Nevermind, ignore the random.

Baby, Wassup? Stop being impudent.