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♥ Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 6:41 PM

Note to Self

Yesterday, I couldn't help out but ta sleep. I couldn't concentrate what was I studying at that moment. And at the next moment, I realise it's already 4 in the morning with ma book all scattered on tha floor. As, usual I checked ma fhone and actually realise I got no missed calls and Thank God. Cut~ when I check ma calling list I actually realise I called two darlings while I was actually sleeping. My apology Darls. But when I actually went ta school and asked my friend she actually said that she didn't received any call from me. For the another person, perhaps I'll ask tonight. Haha. Hilarious and weird I tell ya.

Basically, school was normal. We actually turn fun-ner and funny-er day by day. And I somehow can feel the bond in us. We aren't close outside but we are damn close in school and that's actually enough for me. Whenever we have been given a task ta complete. Majority of the class will complete it. That's make me even more Happier. As this gonna be the last year with awesome 4t1 classmates. I just wanna make this year a memorable year. Tho, I prefer the first 2 years with my ex-classmates. But, tha me you guys were pretty well. Maybe I wasn't matured enough at that time but for now I actually love where I am right now. Eventho, I'm not with the one I want to be but being with 4t1 have actually make me learn. You people are full with jokes and actually sensible jokes. That really make me laugh so hard that I just couldn't describe. Somehow, we have gone through 2 years together. For now, I cant predict whats gonna happen later on but for now I just wanna say. It's really nice knowing you guys. It's been worthwhile. I really mean it, yo monkeys(:

As usual, I hafta complete ma homeworks but I think I have no time for taday as I hafta attend ma uncle's birthday party. I wanna give it a pass but mommy insist me to go. And grandma gona sleep our house taday. But no matter what, I'll finish my homework by today b'coz for now I can no longer wait for teacher ta explain ta me in class. I hafta explain it to myself.

This baby juliet. I swear I'm gona scratch her tomoro. I dont care if you wanna tell your honey-pie about this. Hrmph~ This baby juliet went ta poly b'coz of something[?] and she was told to go to hospital ta have more test(normal lah). After a while she called me up and tell me that she need to be admitted. Wtf~ Tomoro we'll be taking our N oral and there she needs to be admitted. Lastly, I was conned by her. I swear I'm gonna scratch her so hard that you will never dare ta play a dirty prank on me.

Inner self: "Babe, everything has cooled down long before. People that you feel need to settle themselves have already settled. What else are you waiting for? What is it that you are afraid of? Things have been going on smooth lately for each and every party. I don't see a need for you to waste anymore time. Grab a hold on what you can now, before it's too late. Accumulate the courage that you will need, satisfy yourself first."

Khyla: "I know that very well. I'm crystal clear about that. I know that I am ready already. I really am. But I am just afraid. I am not afraid of us, but I am afraid of the outside world. Tho I don't see any reason why should I. I just feel timid and small. But whatever it is, I know perfectly well that I am ready."