I actually cry without any specific reason. Weird aitez? There was a moment that I felt so suffocated, today. I don't know why. This thing had ever happen to me, last three months ago. I had problem in breathing and it was very scary. This actually worries me alot. I keep thinking why I felt like that. Anw, I had awesome time with girlfriend just now and she made me laugh when she told me about this incident. It was so funny.

That charming guy; I met a guy pass two days. I swear the guy was so hot. I keep repeating this sentence to both of my girls. I know they find it irritating. The guy actually turn and look at me so many times. Mom said that too. He look like one of this star called 'Joe' . Just imagine how hot he is. He got this Eurasian look. He is so charming like a prince! I miss that chance, Mannn!

It really hurts me that I hafta actually call you 'somebody'. It really sounds like as if you're a stranger ta me, when actually you're not. Obviously! I still hold a hope on you. I think just let it be like this. Better right? Like I said before, you are better off without me.