Lose.

I'll bring you, Comfort

♥ Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 9:51 PM

I got no mood for any blog titles

Things are desperately getting worst. Different things, everything. Luck is definitely not on my side now. But luck is not what i really need, its solutions that I'm in need of. Usually, in such situations, i would just go with the flow and that's exactly what I'm doing right now.

You know, it really not your fault for the fact that I do not have freedom to go out whenever or wherever I want. This is one main factors that i'd usually quarrel with my partner. People are different but I'm still the same old Shakila who is not able to give my partner chances to spend time with me. You know I'd really love to, but I just can't. Unless a miracle happens(i doubt so), there's nothing I can do about it. I'm really sorry lately I have given too much problem that you actually get so fcuked up with me. I don't blame you for anything, it's just that we're lacking of quality time together. It's not our fault. But please bear in mind that I love you so much and I admire every amount of understanding and patience you've shown me. All I could ask for now is just for you to think and think. Remember, I will never ever wish to end everything. Never. If it's really a Stop. I 'll just be here for you and praying for your well-being like I've always do.

Apart of having my family and love, there's a type of people whom I treasure most; my bestfriend. I may know a hell lot of people but most are just acquaintances to me. My bestfriend is the one have gone through thick and thin with me. Besides all that she have gone through rough days and blissful memoirs with me. There is just 1 who do. I have never wished to separate from this beautiful girl. Thanks for everything you've tried sweetheart. You have helped me quite enough. Thanks.

I keep reminiscing those happy times and unknowingly tears just flow and flow. perhaps, i was just too emotional.