I'll bring you, Comfort

♥ Monday, April 7, 2008 @ 10:33 PM
emotions carried away

my brain... my brain... its gona burst anytyme. hahhas! crapz X:
finally finish revising ma maths. its not that i always revise maths. its bcause math is ma most weak subject. i dnt plan ta get C again for mid-yr. atleast a B. its so real that maths is becoming more challenging. i cant cope. even in class, i keep gettin' the wrg ans, rite eva? most of the time i give up n copy eva. ermsss; like wart lil sis say "baji, u copycat" haahas!
how can i concentrate wen so many things keep running in ma mind.
abt ya? are u fine? are u angry? did u believe wat i said? will u call tonite?
im thinkin' to much. jst finish sms-ing girlfriend. this tyme we talk about serious thing. rite babygirl? hahhas! i think i shld do wat u tell me to atleast i know the truth. until when will i keep mum? i shld get a life. ryte babygirl? not only me u too. jst give him a chance like wat i say jst be prepared for the worst. we have each other ta pour everything ta. and ooh you're so sweet wen u say that u hve nvr think that im busybody. haahas! touching babe.
i need ta remember quite no. of formula. mr ang says that we are learning wat the express is learnin'. woah! so i jst i hve ta be prepared, its gona be hard one. mr ang cn say that it depends on us whether we wana listen or not. oh yah? i always listen n nvr forget ta bring ma maths txtbk but still ma maths is still badd. wat say? [:
i hid and hid and hid until i jst burst everything out on my own and i felt good. crying my heart out mkes me better. but nt much w nobody around. i need a shoulder ta lean on. a BIG broad shoulder? haahas! picky? yah, i was studying and keep thinking about the badd thing instead the good thing. positive - negative? i guess so. smetimes i wish to be in sch the whole day. i seems ta be vry lonely at hm and easily cry but its diff in sch. i dnt have time ta get sad w great friends mking jokes that mkes me laugh my heart out. they tickle me , they make me laugh w no reasons. harts u people. technical does rock? or maybe always? see, i hve so many q. wld it be okay if i request for counseling in sch. there's no wrg ryte? so i can say watever i wana. but i dnt want a teacher. i want a handsome + hot + cute + fair guy. cn? derrr.... crapz. so babygirl. a perfect time for a perfect q, i guess lh. facing face to face w serious face and q. thats not me at all. izit fine?
please stop being irritating. im sorry ta say this. i knw you're elder than me and i hve no right ta say all this ta ya but dnt u feel ure a lil bit too much and i cnt seems ta stand. show that anger ta somebody else but not me. we are givin' each a cold shoulder recently. realize that? u are fcuk up w yor life so am i. whenever i smile on my own u wld irritate me until i jst forgot ta smile at that moment. dnt cha think u're being rude here? i went ta escort u till the door and salam u and the way u do it was like force? we communicate well dnt we? then y all this? remember if ure angry w that person then mke sure its only at that person. dnt vent your on anger on me. geddit? im tolerating this bcause you're my _______. d' u need ice to cool dwn? i'll bring a dozen for u? HELL! i never once think that i must go through this in life w you. huh?
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