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♥ Tuesday, April 1, 2008 @ 8:10 PM

push away all the bushes

ive delete ma recent post. when i read it i felt that im soo lame. just purposely post that jst bcause taday is April Fool's day. its for honey actually but then momma read it and she said that i beta be careful. this may be a joke ta me but wat if its not ta him? so u noe we as a children shld listen ta parents especially mother. and so thats what ive jst done. fufiling ma duty as a daughter and i listen ta what momma say(: so tadays was April Fool huh? early in the morning i was been fool by Nur'Evadalysa. its not a bad one. tk baik sak pkai nmr kakak. ok2! i didnt fool anybody taday as i was not in the mood taday. there's no fun at all taday. when it was last period. i was waiting for a call. but there isn't any.. haizzz! until now. how frustrating. and top of that i have compo ta do taday. but thank god i managed ta finish it up by taday. at first eva and i plan not ta do but in the end eva start and she was doing great with all her ideas popping in her brain. i gt fcuk up and wen toilet and guess wart wen i came bk she almost finish so i had no choice but ta do it. not a long one actually but at least it make sense its good enough that i didnt write any nonsense for the compo. taday almost every of ma teacher. eng , maths and sci teacher say this "we'll be finishing all the chapter soon, so we can start revising from sec 1 work and dnt worry i'll guide all of you" u noe every teacher kept saying the same thing. its soo annoying. and ouh jst nw science period we were studying about motors in vehicle. u know the werd 'motor' make me remind of someone. there's this guy who once go crazy for motorbike. he wld spend all his money on his bike. hurhur! u know thats guyz. Girls; we wld go crazy for shopping! rite girls? hahhhas! and so im trying ta cheer maself up by hearing music from ma ipod. but actually it doesnt make any diff. overall school was BORED!

honey;
smth is seriously wrong w me and this is damn serious. the thing is i dnt knw why i seem ta miss u so much as if ive nvr meet u for a mth. seriously, i really really really miss you. at first i was shy. i thot twice whether shld post this but in the end i decide ta jst let it out. here's the story. i bet u dnt knw i wen ta yr hm, i gt ta knw there's no one at home. i was so damn sad jst bcause i cnt meet you. its stupid, dnt cha think so? actually i almost burst ta tears. its really stupid ta cry jst bcause i cnt meet you. i was waiting for yr call since 12.30pm and until now bt there aint any news frm you. u noe i thot u'd call me frm outside, i mean there's such thing call public phone in s'pore. dnt tell me u cnt lose some cents for me. time check its 8.03pm. u must be hving yr training i guess? i dnt believe i jst say i miss you. awwww~ im shy. cme on honey jst one request go and top up yr pp8, love! it gona be easy for you and of course for me too, ooh mistake , its gona damn hell easy for me!(: come on, jst one call.. i'll be waiting for yr call n remember i once told you i wont sleep until i knw you're back home SAFELY! and and yesterday the part about goin out in the middleof the night.. remember? u suppose ta go out and u told me ta make the decision whether shld u go or not, awww~ that part i was seriously touched, i swear. i love you(:
Ewwww kila, why are so impatient?, yuckiesss

i thot of deleting ma blog, u may nvr knw that wart u blog cn hurt anyone. im nt refering ta anybody this is ma own thinking but then if i were ta delete ma blog i'll hve ntg ta do anymore. there wont be any fun if were ta stop blogging. ermmms... wat chaa say? and ouh friends i may decide ta delete ma friendster acc. its not confirm yet jst wanna inform u ppl. im getting bored w friendster there aint anything new. upload pictures, ppl view and comment. ermms i find it boring. so i may delete ma friendster acc and maybe ma blog. i'll think. so kila THINK (: