Lose.

I'll bring you, Comfort

♥ Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 8:14 PM

take things slow

im stuck w my own thots. negative and positive. its like crazy u know. even im being there for you. u being there for me seems not enuf. i cant sense it like u're real. doing and saying is a two different thing imma tellin' ya. its not that u've not prove enuf. i tink its quite enuf or maybe enuf! but i dnt seems wana believe it. i choose not tha. im really confused by my own thinkin; yah babyboy. u've been sweet enuf but im really darn sorry as i choose not tha think anything about whatever u've done. easy say i still doubt yr love. im really sorry tha say all this. but believe me whenever i say i love you. i meant it from the bottom of ma heart. people tellin' me stories make me doubt ya. its not that ma love for ya it not strong. its strong but ya shld understand how the way people talk. they poison ma mind and i easily get influence tha it. i keep asking maself until now, should i believe watever ya so say and act every moment about some serious issues? d'ya get me lil baby? maybe this is still not enuf tha prove yor love for me. maybeeeee. lets give this thingy tyme. love can grow but it takes tyme, rite. so just keep it chill and dnt rush. the feeling will come on its own. we cant force it. so sorry for being un-appreaciate and un-thankful here. i do appreaciate and thankful tha ya in certain matter but aint in some matter. ged'me? i rather u be yr ownself infront of me. and there's certain things i dnt like about ya. thats y im keep it chill and givin' maself tyme. take things slowly. i choose tha take this path