Anw, picture above was randomly taken. I was elated at that moment and start taking pictures with my wonderful winnie the pooh's. These are the bears that I sleep with. I'm lucky to have a queen size bed so I could actually fit them all(:

Shopping was awesome. Best medicine ever. I finally got what I wanted.

I'm sorry babe. I make you worried. I rather choose this way. Let it be hanging. There's no way I could solve it because I don't see any solution or way. I'm already walking at this journey. I don't think I should go back and restart everything. Don't worry I'm doing fine, esp with you around. I know I could count on you. You have been reminding me umpteens times that you are there for me. And I jolly well know that. I really love you, babe(:

To Whom It May Concern;

I'm speechless with your behaviour. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe whatever you say, you actually mean it. I don't have the right to ask anymore. I start to ponder about us awhile ago. How bliss was us a few weeks ago. We were so loving that this someone actually told me that we were committed to each other. Remember how damn close were we. Perhaps whatever you say was right. I was too selfish to think about myself. But whatever decision I took, did you ever ask me politely what was the reason for my decision. That's your MISTAKE. But sadly, eventho after all this happen, I still miss you, I really do.