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♥ Saturday, February 2, 2008 @ 12:13 PM

another reason for leaving

im dwn so really damn dwn. i aint dare ta look up. ntg seems rite. and-da bcoz of this i plan ta go plaza sing ta shop till i drop. gave momma stopid reason that i wana buy sme clothes for myself but i knw mum wld nvr let me go alone. its ok momma, its nice if u wanna tag along. i dont mnd at all. wake up in the mornin n guess wat i found my lips was full of blood. its so yucky! i cldn't help but ta rush ta the toilet and wash it off. i wonder wats the cause of the blood. it was for a while but it was alot! i managed to control it by splashing water on it. and i seriously cnt bear the painnnn. Ouch! $$$ is enough for shopping and im soo ready for it. i'll be goin in the evening, i guess. ive done all the the house chores and i feel so great. and nw im playing com peacefully w lil sis doin her own work while momma sleeping(she work night shift) n i chg my skin again and songs too. so current song is 'nelly feat kelly rowland - Dilema' finally got a perfect song but not a perfect skin. n-level coursework for cpA was perfect. Mr Yan approved my planning so jst waiting for all my mates to get their planning approve then always on the com and typing not stop. the pictures and text u hafta get it all by yourself. its really difficult. hve confidence in yourself and everything will go smoothly. i guesss arh.

im tinkin hard weh ive go wrong bt was it really me? oorrr.. i dont wana tink abt it but cant help it, always tink about it everytyme. Gosh! i didnt believe it was really 'The End' bt i guess it is. i dont wana be so into it. like u say.. that stopid pencil phrase. wth! wen i tink bk about that so-stopid phrase i will jst heat up!
*me and you, we go a long way back. all the ups and downs that we've been through, the laughters and jokes, the calling of names at each other.the secrets that we share,the problems that we let out w each other, the times when we had each other's back, the times when u and i create story, it was all just beautiful. all this are kept deep in my heart. now that you're away. )':

so getting ready ta shop like one rich girl. and yah im gonna spend alot on Myself. and yup eva cotton-on clothes is superb! an's birthday is on mon. i still haf'nt got him any gift. i tink i shld. so goin plaza sing i hope i can get smth cool there. i always hve prob finding a gift for a guy. Leceh! hahaha! i'll try my very best. im soo happy coz my wallet it full of $$$! heeehs!

its really an 'Ouch' ta me.