♥ Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 10:22 PM
i walk with my head down
studies! studies! im getting tired.lifes becming difflicult everyday and im finding hard to handle it.my mind keep working 24hrs.even though im sleeping, my mind wld be tinking hw to solve this sum etc.handling school stuff,family stuff and of course my honey.im just so tired.its just de beginning of de year im already like this.yesterday was superbly fun, wen out w family for dinner, i paid! the feeling was so nice to treat your own family.everything felt so rite yesterday.today was bad, wen nial shouted at me for de first time ever, & seriously honey u hurt me soo much.ive nvr see de anger part of yours, u hve always show me love and concern bt taday was horrible.but after saying 'sorrry' i was ok. i noe u didnt mean too. its bcoz of your prob that mkes u 'fcuk up' i understand.like you once told me that youre so lucky to have a partner like me. actually me too, the one who understand me so well that maybe my own boyfriend cant do that.im so happy to have u in my life. i trust you so much that i just wont tink twice to tell you anything.honey dont ever shout at me again, it hurts me deep down inside.and lastly; i feel so secured wen im with you(:
my sweet love didnt cme to sch taday due to sme personal thing.i heard about its just so sad.whoever cme in the earth have to die rite,my sweet love.so just chill ok,and yah better study ah."fall in love tu, fall in love nie. cubit bru tau"hahaha!&dude; i wont be bothered abt you.
