Lose.

I'll bring you, Comfort

♥ Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 10:52 PM

Last long, when he thought he was going away any sooner.

Bad sore throat and a fever which doesn't subsides. I'm feeling weak all over. But then I felt super high with phy just now.
Can I not go work tomoro?

I kept thinking. As I was thinking tears just happen to flow continuously till pooh's head was all wet. It was a stupid part of mine to think about this kind of thing suddenly. And I actually got myself stuck with thinking. I can't help but go on and think of it. How long will I have to suffer to get all my happiness, sunshine, laughing machine, sweetheart back? How long am I gonna suffer without anyone accompanying my nights? When I were to think back you give me all you got fo yourself and I like that you have. You give me all that just to make sure I think of you wherever I go and hope I won't miss you since I got almost every part of your body. Do you think I won't? And, while waiting, won't I make an effort to find another? First ever question, will you change after years? 2 or 3 years without you, how can I ever live? I really wonder, how? All I hope is that, may that never ever come. Neverrr baby.....